I
finally figured out what I want to be when I grow up.
It only took me four decades, 11 moves, 5 states, 5
years of college, 1 husband, and 2 kids to do it.
I want to be an Italian grandmother.
I know, I know. No need to state the obvious, since
I am not Italian, nor I’m I married to one.
And genealogically speaking, on both sides, I’m as English as English
comes; but I still can’t stomach stout filled pints, Prims, or pies with organ
meat stuffed into to them. I don’t like
rain, trench coats, royal watching, fog, or those ridiculous fascinator’s
English people wear to weddings.
What I do love are figs, capers, rich cheeses, wine,
sundresses and three hour lunches. I
like to move, not with great purpose to get somewhere, but with great curiosity
to find the purpose in the commonplace.
Sometimes,
in the evenings, when I am taking a can opener to a 14 ounce of Hunt’s stewed
tomatoes and snapping my Winn Dixie brand spaghetti in half so it’ll fit in the
pot while listening to the sounds of doors slamming and pre-teen fighting, I
can’t help but yearn for the salty taste of paper thin prosciutto, the heady smell
of orange blossoms, and the sweet sound of children’s laughter.
On occasion, I will spend an entire
Sunday in the kitchen nurturing my fantasy.
I will simmer my sweated pearl onions in garlic and white wine sauce for
an hour before I even toss them into my homemade tomato sauce that’s been
slowly bubbling since dawn. I will cut,
with love and military precision, my own tagliolini made from dough of farm
fresh eggs, organic flour, and the finest of virgin olive oil. It will not
matter when I sit down with family and friends at our outdoor table draped in
heirloom linens and lined with tea candles and carafes of Chianti when someone
salts the food before they taste it. I
will not be deterred when someone proclaims they hate tomatoes and then asks for
ketchup. And even after one of my angels
refuses sauce on top of her pasta then politely declines to eat it because it
resembles snot, I will smile over my wine and think of lemon trees, wandering
goats, sea salted breezes, and olive groves.
I will simply image a time and place where my
children will bring their children and their friends and their children over
every Sunday. I will rise early, feed
the chickens, pick the tomatoes off the vine, stir my eight hour Ragu and
decant the red table wine from an earthen jug outside in the garden. We will dine for hours under the shade of an
old cypress tree on fresh cheeses, mussels, figs and berries. There will be no iPads, Dsi’s or shouts for
extra TV time; only kissed cheeks, salutes, and everyone calling me “Mamma.” Because we will eat, we will drink, we will
tell stories, and we will be grateful for all that we have; the simple
pleasures and, of course, each other.
An old lady can dream, right?
And it will not bother me aging and weathering in
the salty air of the mediterrean sea like an aged grape- nope, not in the
slightest, since we cannot all look like Sophia Loren- the deep wrinkles, the
course gray hair, the unending aches and the pains of tending to a lifetime of
lush gardens because I will have lived la dolce vita- the good life.
Y’all may be wondering about now why
and when I came to this epiphany after all these year? Why I suddenly figured out what I wanted to
be and how I would like to grow old.
Most people fantasize about writing a novel, climbing the world’s
largest mountains, traveling to outer space or discovery something unknown and
new and life altering- a cure for cancer, the fountain of youth. But to aspire to become an Italian
grandma? Why in the world-and how,
exactly- does someone hope to become that?
It was simple, really, like any
great meal; a few ingredients tended with love.
It just happened to occur one morning over a crock pot where I usually
threw them all in and hoped for the best.
And what I got out of this magic post-war invention that saves time,
money, and energy, was usually pretty darn good. And I felt I sense of accomplishment; coming
home, removing the lid, and dishing something out.
But like life, easy isn’t always best. Simplicity, yes. But short cuts? No. Because there is so much you miss in
between.
There is an old saying in Italy that goes something
like this: A tavola non si invecchia. At
a table with good friends and family, you do not become old.
Italian grandmother or not, I wholly concur.
Buon Appetito! Let’s all take the time and enjoy the
simple pleasures that come from enjoying the meal of life.
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